Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Teens phone battery

Do you know how teenagers keep their phones alive? So is how I keep myself alive.
Teenagers recharge their phones every time they can. They plug the charger to the power for short periods of time. (Someone can say there is no problem because of the lithium batteries, someone just don't care. I don't believe lithium batteries manufacturers by the way. But lithium batteries are another matter).

Now, think sleeping is like recharging a battery. That's it.

Fortunately, I don't shut down like phones. I wonder how long I'll be ON. Someday I'll know.

Monday, May 13, 2013

Music for Sunday night #94

Tonight a great song I discovered thanks to GTA Vice City OST. Fantastic. Enjoy.

Saturday, May 11, 2013

I can decide what to do at the weekend, but I can't decide to stay in my home or not. This is decided not by me.
Everything will change in the next months. Advantages and dissavantages. As fights aren't good, I know I have to wait. I am used to using a word for these moments, oh!: Patience.

Wednesday, May 1, 2013


Five minutes ago, I was surfing my Facebook profile when I clicked in a link to my website, which I thought it was out of service. But it is still working.

I'm remembering when I liked composing little songs. I hadn't check my website earlier because I remembered the songs worse than they really are. Actually I like them, and I can't know how I was capable of doing that.

It is a lot of time since I tried for last time to compose something, and I couldn't get anything. The previous time to this last one, I neither got anything, and so a couple of previous times, so I left it.

What I feel when I listen to my songs and when I enjoy them, is sadness because of the fact that I couldn't find any purpose for them, any aim. I feel my little talent for composing is wasted.

I've thought sometimes about composing something bigger now (and this is assuming that I am able to compose again), but why? There is no motivation. For what? What is the purpose? What can I do with the result of several hours of work? The only thing I can do is showing it for some days in the networks.

I wish I had a purpose. I wish I were asked to do some composing work for some short video, for example.